Gabe’s Posts

Thank you

Heavenly Father, Thank you. This season I have been thinking a lot about you carrying that cross. It is the most humbling thought, visual, feeling, that it literally makes me feel pain. I grieve you. I sit here and think about my life. Before Lindsay passed away, we use to talk about how blessed our

I Trust You

Heavenly Father, I am sorry. I lied to you. I told you I would never deny you and I would always trust you. But… You knew better, you knew that was just not true. Yet, you still love me and smile on me every day. I cry, I whine, I get scared, every day. Yet,

God’s Plan

I am part of the fallen Paradise… I have spent the good part of 2 years seeking God in a way that I have never in my life. There was a day that I lived and breathed without thinking about what God wants for me. That day is gone. I thought that seeking Him meant

That’s a Wrap

About a year ago I met someone that was just another grieving child of God. She too lost her spouse too soon. She too was left here to take care of their small child who had their parent snatched from them far too soon. Lindsay and I use to talk about how thankful we were

I left it here…

Tonight lying on the floor in the middle of the living room, it happened again… This time it wasn’t my childhood, it was my life with you. Cash turned on the iPad and Mat Kearney came on. I use to travel quite a bit… only a couple days away each time, but the frequency was

I Can’t Compete

Last night, Brody and Cash had their bath and we had a good time like we usually do… A little water on the floor, a few screams, lots of laughs, and a ”daddy I’m done.” One by one I pick the boys up out of the bath… ”Daddy I’m cold.” ”I know buddy, let me

I remember you…

I’m teasing… Yeah, well you did this… No, I’m right… You couldn’t be more wrong… Trust me… These are words of prideful man. These are my words. I lived the good part of 29 years trying to argue points to friends, family, and co-workers, for reasons I didn’t quite recognize… until this past year. I

Everything You Are

Hey you, in the grey dress… I think I like you. How about you come with me for a little while? I don’t know you, but I would like to. I can fall in love with you and you with me. We can see what happens. I want your kisses for a little while. You

I See You

John 20:29 Then Jesus told him, ”Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” Growing up in a Christian household I have been blessed with believing with a childlike mind, which over time has grown in to something that I never imagined. I have always

Days

Day 304, I have gone to bed 303 times without you next to me. I have woken up 303 times to the thought of you not being here. I have done a lot since you left me here. I am just trying to figure this thing out. Just when I think I have it figured

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