Call This Mom
When Lindsey and I first met, we knew we had one specific, common ground, the obvious one, the one that brought us together. Anyone who knows me, knows I talk a lot for guy and anyone who knows my lovely bride, knows, well… She talks a lot for a girl. From hello, we never struggled [&hellip
Read MoreI Need More
When I first met my wife, I was in love. I was in a relationship that I wanted to give my whole life to something. I was in no place to love another woman. I was perfectly content, happy, in love with what I had… I was lying there with my back on the ground, [&hellip
Read More…As Charged.
I got a message from a dear friend today and it struck something in me… Something that has become my way of life. It affects me. It affects just about everyone. ”I wish I had done this.” ”I wish I had done that.” ”I wish I had said this or that.” ”I wish I were [&hellip
Read MoreOn a Mission
Do I really know the Word? Can God really use me? These are the questions that I kept asking myself before traveling to Brazil. We headed south for a 10 day, medical, dental, and children’s ministry mission. The team consisted of 18 doctors, nurses, dentists, hygienists, children loving, God loving people. Not one of our [&hellip
Read MoreSelf Help
Worry, fear, insecurity, trust, hurt, anxiety… Every one of those words deals with thoughts. Lord knows I have a lot of thoughts. Not all of them are rational and actually lately, most of them would fall under the irrational category. Whether it is worrying about my future… uncontrollable… I should know that from my past. [&hellip
Read MoreI lied…
The day Lindsay died I had this overwhelming support. I must of had an overwhelming amount of grace being poured on me too because I was able to muster up this post that night… ’Gabe Lewis September 23, 2011 near McKinney, TX via mobile Added note: please don’t feel sorry for me. God has his [&hellip
Read MoreWhat’s going to happen…
When I was a boy I had a fear of death. I was scared of someone breaking in to our house, I was scared to be in a car going too fast, I was scared of storms. I did not want to die. It wasn’t even that I was scared of where I was going, [&hellip
Read MoreThank you
Heavenly Father, Thank you. This season I have been thinking a lot about you carrying that cross. It is the most humbling thought, visual, feeling, that it literally makes me feel pain. I grieve you. I sit here and think about my life. Before Lindsay passed away, we use to talk about how blessed our [&hellip
Read MoreI Trust You
Heavenly Father, I am sorry. I lied to you. I told you I would never deny you and I would always trust you. But… You knew better, you knew that was just not true. Yet, you still love me and smile on me every day. I cry, I whine, I get scared, every day. Yet, [&hellip
Read MoreGod’s Plan
I am part of the fallen Paradise… I have spent the good part of 2 years seeking God in a way that I have never in my life. There was a day that I lived and breathed without thinking about what God wants for me. That day is gone. I thought that seeking Him meant [&hellip
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