About a year ago I met someone that was just another grieving child of God. She too lost her spouse too soon. She too was left here to take care of their small child who had their parent snatched from them far too soon. Lindsay and I use to talk about how thankful we were [&hellip
Read MoreTonight lying on the floor in the middle of the living room, it happened again… This time it wasn’t my childhood, it was my life with you. Cash turned on the iPad and Mat Kearney came on. I use to travel quite a bit… only a couple days away each time, but the frequency was [&hellip
Read MoreLast night, Brody and Cash had their bath and we had a good time like we usually do… A little water on the floor, a few screams, lots of laughs, and a ”daddy I’m done.” One by one I pick the boys up out of the bath… ”Daddy I’m cold.” ”I know buddy, let me [&hellip
Read MoreI’m teasing… Yeah, well you did this… No, I’m right… You couldn’t be more wrong… Trust me… These are words of prideful man. These are my words. I lived the good part of 29 years trying to argue points to friends, family, and co-workers, for reasons I didn’t quite recognize… until this past year. I [&hellip
Read MoreHey you, in the grey dress… I think I like you. How about you come with me for a little while? I don’t know you, but I would like to. I can fall in love with you and you with me. We can see what happens. I want your kisses for a little while. You [&hellip
Read MoreJohn 20:29 Then Jesus told him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” Growing up in a Christian household I have been blessed with believing with a childlike mind, which over time has grown in to something that I never imagined. I have always [&hellip
Read MoreDay 304, I have gone to bed 303 times without you next to me. I have woken up 303 times to the thought of you not being here. I have done a lot since you left me here. I am just trying to figure this thing out. Just when I think I have it figured [&hellip
Read MoreTo travel outside of your home is to share a world outside of your own. I was fortunate enough to recently take a trip down the California coast. It was 10 nights, 11 days, Highway 1 with the top down on a Jeep Wrangler, driving one of the most beautiful stretches of land this country [&hellip
Read MoreWhen Lindsay and I decided to build a new house, we were excited because it was going to be “ours.” We would decide the layout, the paint, the brick, the cabinets, the floors… everything was going to have our stamp on it. When we moved in, we picked our side of the closet, our side [&hellip
Read MoreHolding on… but all good things must come to an end… I had these sort of spiritual happenings, where I truly believe God is trying to talk to me. With that comes great responsibility and sometimes great burdens. I have to discern where these things are coming from… Is it the Lord or is it [&hellip
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