Grieving

Love Notes

I came across a note last night that I had written Lindsay about 12 years ago when we were in High School. There is one sentence that has stuck with me since reading it… “God is my path, and you are my strength.” I couldn’t have been farther from the truth or could I? 1 [&hellip

10 Strong Years

INT. GABE’S CAR – EARLY EVENING GABE is driving home from work and picks up his phone to call VEGA. Vega answers. GABE Vega… hey man, what’s up? VEGA What’s up bro? Just chillin… …Looking to get inspired. I feel like I want to record again. GABE Wow, well I guess I called at the right [&hellip

For The Rest of My Life

Gabe was in his last year of college, his last few weeks to be exact. Lindsay was a little less than a year away from walking the same stage. They worked together, they played together, they loved together. Gabe made a decision that would change the rest of his life, but for the first time [&hellip

“Book Ends”

I feel like our “Earthly Life” is about the tangibles that God gives us. Those “tangibles” can be anything from souvenirs, to pictures, to videos, to the “stuff” that we buy and surround ourselves with. Lindsay and I were really never ones to purchase or keep souvenirs, but pictures and videos were our thing and [&hellip

Sweet Baby Cash

When Lindsay and I first started planning our life together as if we were the ones calling the shots, we I decided we were going to have a big family. I wanted to have at least 3 kids and maybe even 4. I always thought we would grow old together with a lot of grandchildren that [&hellip

Coming Home

I came home tonight and you were not here. I couldn’t see you, I couldn’t hug you, I couldn’t kiss you. Why is it that I know where you are, I know you are well, but I feel so much pain? You’ve been gone a month and the pain is so fresh. It hurts more [&hellip

One Month

(It’s a rainy night as GABE drives his red jeep to LINDSAY’S house to pick her up for a date celebrating their “1 Month Anniversary”) INT CAR Gabe: “Hey “Kidd” I’m on my way to pick you up, see you in a minute.” INT LINDSAY’S HOUSE Lindsay: “Ok, see you then.” INT CAR Gabe: “You [&hellip

Along the Way…

When Lindsay and I were in college I went through some times that were pretty insignificant looking back on now, but seemed very hard at the time. It seemed like the end of the world and I was upset, but Lindsay was always right there by my side to be my rock. She always found [&hellip

I. Love. You.

Dear Diary… Today I told Lindsay I loved her for the first time. I know we have talked about when we knew we would say it to each other, but I feel when you put too much pressure on it, it isn’t natural. Well today was a perfect example of how that holds true. Lindsay [&hellip

No… Now!

For anyone who knew the “Lindsay and Gabe”, they knew Lindsay was the planner, the coordinator, the idea person. I was the one who would show up and just try to entertain. We have always been a good team, but we knew our roles and Lindsay was always great at hers. She always wanted to [&hellip