Grieving

Somewhere Together

I am 16, Lindsay is 15 in the Spring of 1999. We are in the Jeep with the top down, its warm, sunny, and we don’t have a care in the world. Lindsay is wearing her tee shirt and cheer shorts with her hair pulled back. Lindsay has a car, but we prefer to be [&hellip

Forever and Ever

I was at Lindsay’s grave site and I was having a hard day. I was emotional, I was hurting and I was needing answers. Not so much the “why is Lindsay gone?”, but more about our souls. For the days leading up to this visit I had been trying to think in terms of “unfathomable” [&hellip

Morning Miracles

A year ago Brody began sleeping in his current “big boy” bed in anticipation of Cash coming, who would be taking the crib. Since then, Brody has not slept one single full night through. Lindsay had it the roughest, she was always the one to take him back to bed and comfort him, it wasn’t [&hellip

Dinner Time

This is the last of previous posts, this is from 10/7/11… Here is a story about my day yesterday… A couple days ago I asked God to give me a sign that Lindsay was with me, which I do believe she is, I just was trying to grab on to something tangible in a moment of [&hellip

Last Dance

Another previously posted… When Lindsay and I got married I really wanted this song to be the first song we danced to, but TOGETHER we decided to make it “At Last” by Etta James. So instead since Lindsay knew it was important to me, she surprised me with this as our last song to dance to [&hellip

Love Notes

I want to get all these in one place, so the next couple of posts today will be ones you more than already saw on Facebook… Lindsay use to write me notes just about daily in High School. We saved them all in something she had created called the “Gabe Box”. This is one that [&hellip

Little Grey Dress

I want to begin with how Lindsay first came in to my life. Lindsay and I grew up about 5 miles from each other, but we attended different elementary schools in Arlington. It was not until Junior High that we went to the same school and we did not meet until High School. I know [&hellip

An Introduction

I lost my wife two weeks ago to the day and this is what “dealing” with a loss through the eyes of faith looks like. My wife’s name is Lindsay, she is the love of my life and I am so thankful for the time I got to spend with her here on Earth. We [&hellip