Grieving
Engaged While Celebrating Nine Years of Marriage
Say what? How can this possibly be? How could it possibly happen to me? As strange as it sounds in your head, it’s possibly even stranger in mine. Here is my best effort to explain how much Scott (and Lindsay) is a part of my life. “‘Til death do us part” was part of my [&hellip
Faith, Hope and Love
A lot of time has passed since I even looked at this website much less thought about writing again. I have found many outlets in which to vent, cry, share happiness and sadness with the ”world”. I came into this site to feel free to grieve. To hopefully find some peace and maybe even inspire [&hellip
On a Mission
Do I really know the Word? Can God really use me? These are the questions that I kept asking myself before traveling to Brazil. We headed south for a 10 day, medical, dental, and children’s ministry mission. The team consisted of 18 doctors, nurses, dentists, hygienists, children loving, God loving people. Not one of our [&hellip
Self Help
Worry, fear, insecurity, trust, hurt, anxiety… Every one of those words deals with thoughts. Lord knows I have a lot of thoughts. Not all of them are rational and actually lately, most of them would fall under the irrational category. Whether it is worrying about my future… uncontrollable… I should know that from my past. [&hellip
I lied…
The day Lindsay died I had this overwhelming support. I must of had an overwhelming amount of grace being poured on me too because I was able to muster up this post that night… ’Gabe Lewis September 23, 2011 near McKinney, TX via mobile Added note: please don’t feel sorry for me. God has his [&hellip
What’s going to happen…
When I was a boy I had a fear of death. I was scared of someone breaking in to our house, I was scared to be in a car going too fast, I was scared of storms. I did not want to die. It wasn’t even that I was scared of where I was going, [&hellip
Thank you
Heavenly Father, Thank you. This season I have been thinking a lot about you carrying that cross. It is the most humbling thought, visual, feeling, that it literally makes me feel pain. I grieve you. I sit here and think about my life. Before Lindsay passed away, we use to talk about how blessed our [&hellip
Sweet Baby Royal Reese
Not too many people know this story… It took Scott and I about five months to get pregnant with Presley. Which if you had or are having trouble getting pregnant (more than a month) you know how scary that can be. We knew from the day we got married, we wanted to have kids. Scott [&hellip
Deepest Cuts in my Heart
Someone very wise told me today that God won’t set my path ablaze for me to follow. I have been waiting here for answers and they won’t come. He told me, ”You have to make decisions in life and know that God is with you and guiding you along the way. Where would faith come [&hellip
Scared to Breathe
Who would have thought my life would pretty much be summed up in a Dr. Suess book? I bought ”Oh, the Places You’ll Go” for Presley the other day and was taken back by the story. So the story goes like this: Congratulations! Today is your day. You’re off to Great Places! You’re off and [&hellip
