Grieving

Cut to the Chase

I’m not old enough to care too much about what you think of me – but I’m young enough to remember the future and the way things ought to be. Fascinating week filled with fascinating experiences, many with new friends, many with old friends, many with family, all with people who love and care for [&hellip

Afterimage

Afterimage …suddenly you were gone. A month ago today, I lost you. After six weeks of pure hell. Of having lost communication with you, but believing you were coming home to me. To Mia. To Chase. You slipped through my fingers like water. I held your hand and left my other hand over your heart [&hellip

I left it here…

Tonight lying on the floor in the middle of the living room, it happened again… This time it wasn’t my childhood, it was my life with you. Cash turned on the iPad and Mat Kearney came on. I use to travel quite a bit… only a couple days away each time, but the frequency was [&hellip

I Can’t Compete

Last night, Brody and Cash had their bath and we had a good time like we usually do… A little water on the floor, a few screams, lots of laughs, and a ”daddy I’m done.” One by one I pick the boys up out of the bath… ”Daddy I’m cold.” ”I know buddy, let me [&hellip

Red Barchetta (Silver Camaro)

Fuel pump. 30 minute fix. Had the part for months. …since before Michele went into the Hospital. Took me until yesterday to do something about it. I had been dreading it. Scared about what memories would come rushing back if I got my hands dirty, my brow gritty and pick up that smell of working [&hellip

Grace vs. Strength

If you know me at all, you know I like to include and know and read definitions in my readings, speaking and my life in general. So here I go again… Grace- unmerited divine assistance given humans for their regeneration or sanctification Strength- capacity for exertion or endurance I’ve been amazed at how many people [&hellip

I remember you…

I’m teasing… Yeah, well you did this… No, I’m right… You couldn’t be more wrong… Trust me… These are words of prideful man. These are my words. I lived the good part of 29 years trying to argue points to friends, family, and co-workers, for reasons I didn’t quite recognize… until this past year. I [&hellip

Circumstances

Circumstances, which are often outside of our control, dictate our actions. I didn’t choose this. I didn’t ask for this. I didn’t want this. Why would someone, two people, a family have to face this set of circumstances? Why would we be asked to shoulder this load? Why would people who always put a huge [&hellip

Turn the Page

As time rolls (extremely slowly) along, I feel as if I’m living in the pages of a book. …the kind of book that leaves you without a conclusion at the end with a pretty little bow wrapped around it. The kind of book that is the most powerful – a mix of emotions, tragedy, triumph, [&hellip

Start Painting- part 2

Jim Carrey is one of my favorite actors. Maybe because my brother, Justin, can do a very impressive “Mask” routine! Well, there is a sequel to his movie Bruce Almighty, Evan Almighty… a must see if you are a movie lover. It has a modern day spin on the story about Noah and the ark. [&hellip