I came home tonight and you were not here. I couldn’t see you, I couldn’t hug you, I couldn’t kiss you. Why is it that I know where you are, I know you are well, but I feel so much pain? You’ve been gone a month and the pain is so fresh. It hurts more [&hellip

(It’s a rainy night as GABE drives his red jeep to LINDSAY’S house to pick her up for a date celebrating their “1 Month Anniversary”) INT CAR Gabe: “Hey “Kidd” I’m on my way to pick you up, see you in a minute.” INT LINDSAY’S HOUSE Lindsay: “Ok, see you then.” INT CAR Gabe: “You [&hellip

When Lindsay and I were in college I went through some times that were pretty insignificant looking back on now, but seemed very hard at the time. It seemed like the end of the world and I was upset, but Lindsay was always right there by my side to be my rock. She always found [&hellip

Dear Diary… Today I told Lindsay I loved her for the first time. I know we have talked about when we knew we would say it to each other, but I feel when you put too much pressure on it, it isn’t natural. Well today was a perfect example of how that holds true. Lindsay [&hellip

For anyone who knew the “Lindsay and Gabe”, they knew Lindsay was the planner, the coordinator, the idea person. I was the one who would show up and just try to entertain. We have always been a good team, but we knew our roles and Lindsay was always great at hers. She always wanted to [&hellip

I am 16, Lindsay is 15 in the Spring of 1999. We are in the Jeep with the top down, its warm, sunny, and we don’t have a care in the world. Lindsay is wearing her tee shirt and cheer shorts with her hair pulled back. Lindsay has a car, but we prefer to be [&hellip

I was at Lindsay’s grave site and I was having a hard day. I was emotional, I was hurting and I was needing answers. Not so much the “why is Lindsay gone?”, but more about our souls. For the days leading up to this visit I had been trying to think in terms of “unfathomable” [&hellip

A year ago Brody began sleeping in his current “big boy” bed in anticipation of Cash coming, who would be taking the crib. Since then, Brody has not slept one single full night through. Lindsay had it the roughest, she was always the one to take him back to bed and comfort him, it wasn’t [&hellip

This is the last of previous posts, this is from 10/7/11… Here is a story about my day yesterday… A couple days ago I asked God to give me a sign that Lindsay was with me, which I do believe she is, I just was trying to grab on to something tangible in a moment of [&hellip

Another previously posted… When Lindsay and I got married I really wanted this song to be the first song we danced to, but TOGETHER we decided to make it “At Last” by Etta James. So instead since Lindsay knew it was important to me, she surprised me with this as our last song to dance to [&hellip