Every morning when I wake up, I do not say… “I can do this.” Every morning when I wake up, I do not say… “I will be strong.” Every morning when I wake up, I do not say… “I will make it through this.” Every morning when I wake up, I say… “Lord, be with [&hellip

Can Lindsay see me all the time? If so, how does she remain happy all the time? Here is my theory on how she could still smile when she sees me so broken… It all ties to the heart. Maybe that is all she can see. The pain I feel is all in love. The [&hellip

I told you God wants us to be happy? I told you God wants us to trust him? I told you God wants us to seek him? I told you God can move mountains? I told you God knows not “human time”, but “God’s time”? I told you God hears your prayers? I told you [&hellip

Get to tell me you were pregnant… I remember it so well with Brody… You took the test and went downstairs to get something to eat. I had to get up to get ready for my trip to Atlanta. While you were downstairs I took a peak at the test and I saw two lines. [&hellip

To my believers… There will be a day I see you all. Many of you write and say you don’t know me or have never met me or Lindsay. I realize the likelihood of that happening here is slim, but I do know where I will see you one day and I hope you look [&hellip

Lindsay and her heart… The second most used phrase by Lindsay, which was only second to “Gabe stop” was “I feel bad.” She never wanted to upset anyone. She didn’t have it in her to be the bearer of bad news. She would say “I feel bad.” She never wanted to be the one to [&hellip

“Mommy, Mommy, Mommy” “Yes, baby” “Um…” “Maaaaawwwwwwwmmmmmmmyyyyyy” “Come here honey, what’s wrong?” “Mommy, hold me” “Mommy, I don’t feel good” “Come here baby, Mommy’s got you” Lindsay was so great at this. I was her support with this. They never wanted daddy in all of this. Mommy is the “rescue”, Daddy is the “rescue” support. [&hellip

1 Corinthians 16:14 “Do everything in love.” I am here to tell you love does not end. Just like God’s love for us never ends, we too can love forever. Love is an unlimited gift. A gift you receive and a gift given. Everything we do should be out of love. There is no doubt [&hellip

Lindsay, Just a week after you left, Cash took his first “real” steps. Just a month after you left, we celebrated Cash’s first birthday. Just two months after you left, we celebrated Thanksgiving. Just three months after you left, we celebrated Christmas. Everyday I wake up in our house filled with memories of you. I [&hellip

I met my wife in 1998 with the hope of a future. It was like we could see everything ahead of us. What we saw was all the good things… A love. A wedding. A child. A home. A life together. We were not looking at… The heartache. The troubles. The bend but don’t break [&hellip