Romans 5: 3-4

Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope.

When my hope increased, my desire for no hope increased as well…

I have been a faithful believer in Christ since I was a child. I have been a sinner all along the way. I do not deserve His love, His grace, or the thing called hope that we all cling too!

To be honest I look forward to the day when all my hope is gone…

When Lindsay passed away, I thought well I guess my hope will have to increase because I know I want to see her again more than anything!

Again, I look forward to that hope fading away…

My hope is that I see Lindsay again. My hope is in my Lord and Savior. My hope is in eternal life.

When Christ died for me on the cross, I received grace right then and there…

When I accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior, I received grace right then and there…

Every day when I wake up and I am able to breath without Lindsay here, I receive grace right then and there…

When I bow at the gates of Heaven I will receive grace, but I lose the one thing I cling to more than anything…

I lose hope in seeing Lindsay right then and there.

I lose hope in just believing in my Lord and Savior right then and there.

I lose hope in just believing there is an eternal life right then and there.

I will see it, I will live it, I will forever be thankful for it…

Hope is gone… Amen!

Gabe