Lindsay lies there in her hospital bed. Gabe sits in his chair next to her. The doctors come in and out. The nurses come in and out. Lindsay has been in her medically induced coma for several days. Gabe has not communicated with Lindsay since she went back into the coma. It has been almost [&hellip
Read MoreThis is me… I am a sinner. I am human. I am a man of God. I lost my wife at 28. I am left with two boys I love to no end. I feel I have a calling to do something and I am pursuing it. God has blessed me with someone to love [&hellip
Read MoreMy last memory of you is of you in Heaven. I saw you out of the corner of my eye lying there with the slightest smirk on your face… I can only hope it is because you had your peace. I wish I knew what your last memory was… Was it when I was reading [&hellip
Read MoreMake yourself fragile… Romans 8:5-8 5 Those who live according to the flesh have their minds set on what the flesh desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires.6 The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life [&hellip
Read MoreAs I carried you out of our home I didn’t know… I had no idea I was carrying you away from this home. As I picked you up out of the car and handed you over to the medical staff I didn’t know… I had no idea I was handing you over to God… I [&hellip
Read MoreSo as I have mentioned before, love is so many things… pain, joy, happiness, etc. So here is how I see it… I loved Lindsay when she was here and I love her now. All of the feelings we had for each other, all of the experiences we had together, all fed into this giant [&hellip
Read MoreIs it because you wanted me to persevere? Is it because you wanted to build character? Is it because you wanted to show hope? Is this all to reveal who you are? What do you want from me? Is this not for me at all? You slammed the door shut and opened a new one [&hellip
Read MoreI have seen laughter in a valley. I have seen tears on a mountain top. I have climbed to that mountain top. I have crawled in that valley. My strength comes from my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, Son of God. Gabe  
Read MoreEvery morning when I wake up, I do not say… “I can do this.” Every morning when I wake up, I do not say… “I will be strong.” Every morning when I wake up, I do not say… “I will make it through this.” Every morning when I wake up, I say… “Lord, be with [&hellip
Read MoreCan Lindsay see me all the time? If so, how does she remain happy all the time? Here is my theory on how she could still smile when she sees me so broken… It all ties to the heart. Maybe that is all she can see. The pain I feel is all in love. The [&hellip
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