Marriage

A New Beginning

In 10 days, I will marry my best friend. After finally completing my education, I was getting anxious to take the next big step in life. When Erik proposed, I was elated, and finally felt that I belonged somewhere, forever. I am now faced with so many worries…worries that I will disappoing my new husband [&hellip

Dreamline

Is It real? Am I dreaming? Which one is real? Which is the dream? …once your conscious takes over, that’s an easy question to answer. Reality comes into focus and the dream becomes a bit fogged – but its still there. There’s the daily slap. Perhaps just a tad bit less sting. I haven’t heard [&hellip

Time Stand Still

Tonight, I got to spend the night with some of the most important people in my life. Jaime, Homer, Christian, Chris, Gary and my sister, Sara. A table full of laughter. Smiles. Heart. Lots of conversation of old memories of Michele. …some tears were shed, but far more laughter was heard. Good memories. I know [&hellip

Big Shoes

Recently I was given the highest compliment that I could ever receive. A friend told me, ”You have a spirit like Mary’s.” Now, I know there a billion ”Mary”s in the world and there are quite a few in the Bible. However, he was referring to THE Mary – Jesus’ mom. I have been thinking [&hellip

Fly By Night

…some of my fellow Rush compatriots may be seeing a theme. I’ll leave it at that. My thoughts today? Cluttered. …all over the place. Good and bad. Happy and sad. Mia and I went to see mommy last night. We held each other, cried, read a bunch of headstones (which is always an interesting experience) [&hellip

Lessons

I woke up again this morning. …and the slap to my face as reality hit was just as hard as it was yesterday. …but today, I feel just a little bit less alone. Yesterday, Just as I was beginning to feel that there was no hope, no connection to God, and indeed no connection to [&hellip

Inside Out

”Then the Lord said to him, ’Now then, you Pharisees clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside you are full of greed and wickedness. You foolish people!’ ” Luke 11:39-40a A few years ago, I led a Bible Study for Middle School girls. When they moved to High School, I was able [&hellip

All Knowing

Just before my husband deployed, my Bible and (expensive) camera got doused with a bottle of water and both were ruined. I was bummed about my camera since it would be expensive to replace. However, I was heart-broken over my Bible. I had been using it for 7 years! It was compact and so I [&hellip

Attack on Patience

Today has been a very trying day. The enemy attacked me big time. I woke up with no patience. If you know about 2 year olds, then you know that that is a terrible combination. I have to make a confession. At first I thought Timothy was just being bad. However, when I sat down [&hellip

Lead By Example

”When I saw, though, that their behavior was not true to the gospel, I said to Cephas in front of all of them, ’Since you, though you are a Jew, live like the gentiles and not like the Jews, how can you compel the gentiles to live like the Jews?’ ” – Galatians 2:14 I’ve [&hellip